[mood? mem-y]
more memes
Friday, May 28, 2004
[song? last resort]
[mood? blah (which is NOT julio's word... its MINE)]
the bro has landed. its good. we ate thai in nyc, mum and chris discussing politics the entire time. ahh, this is how it should be. yea... i just found out hes gunna be statoined in korea for a year. shit. sux much.
well, in other new, im really bored. got back to doing this.
yea... well cya then.
[mood? blah (which is NOT julio's word... its MINE)]
the bro has landed. its good. we ate thai in nyc, mum and chris discussing politics the entire time. ahh, this is how it should be. yea... i just found out hes gunna be statoined in korea for a year. shit. sux much.
well, in other new, im really bored. got back to doing this.
yea... well cya then.
Friday, May 21, 2004
[song? the sun- maroon 5]
[mood? sappy]
awwww bryan made me the cutest memorial for bubbles. http://members.aol.com/budman810/bubbles.swf he's soo nice.
btw, izzy made a cute one too. its currently my desktop. :D
im coping better than i thought i would. i dont burst out in tears all the time. thats always a plus. but i get really upset when ryan goes on about me killing my cat. oh well.
in lighter news, i lookforward to the weekend. i think this one will be fun. ima see mean girls with becca tomz and i'll prolly go over to alina's on sunday. it sounds promising.
in actuality, i shouldnt be doing anything but reading my QT book this weekend. i still havent even gotten up to page 100 yet. its sad.
teamo. :* adios!
[mood? sappy]
awwww bryan made me the cutest memorial for bubbles. http://members.aol.com/budman810/bubbles.swf he's soo nice.
btw, izzy made a cute one too. its currently my desktop. :D
im coping better than i thought i would. i dont burst out in tears all the time. thats always a plus. but i get really upset when ryan goes on about me killing my cat. oh well.
in lighter news, i lookforward to the weekend. i think this one will be fun. ima see mean girls with becca tomz and i'll prolly go over to alina's on sunday. it sounds promising.
in actuality, i shouldnt be doing anything but reading my QT book this weekend. i still havent even gotten up to page 100 yet. its sad.
teamo. :* adios!
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Monday, May 17, 2004
Bubbles
[song? Memory- Sugarcult]
[mood? grieving]
in fifth grade, i went to costa rica for one week on spring break. the night i got back, Bubbles (my cat) bit me on my wrist when i tried to pet him becuase he was mad that my mom and i had left him for a week. right now, i regret being mad at him for biting me. i regret ever leaving his side and ever being mad at him. i regret all those times i smacked him for biting someone.
Bubbles the Cat is dead. He was hit by a car this morning. The only animal that i have ever loved more than some of my own human family is gone. He went outside this morning. Mom had the front door open. As she was watching tv, she heard brakes screech and saw Bubbles dart out from in front of a car. He ran into the front yard, but didnt come inside. Mom assumed he was okay, and had just gotten scared because he could still run perfectly. A few minutes later, she went out to call him back inside. He was laying on the lawn like he had been sunbathing. She even whistled and called his name. When she realized that he wasnt coming, she went over and found him dead. He was lying like he always did, his eyes open, the only difference was that he wasnt breathing. She buried him before i woke up. i've missed school because i've been crying all day.
Bubbles was eight years old. Right now, i am thirteen. i have known Bubbles for over half of my life. i picked him out form the shelter in florida. i picked him becuase when all the other cats were sleeping, he was in the corner playing by himself. i will always love and miss that cat. it scares me how much i love him.
i hate clifton. it took my companion away. it took my CAT.
bubbles will never make holes in my homework again.
he will never scare Snowball.
he will never brin another dead bird into the laundry room.
he will never cuddle me when im crying.
he will never get fur all over my black clothes.
as i was crying this morning, hoping this was all a sick joke, i kept wondering where my cat was to comfort me and stop my crying. then i realized that never again would i have that luxury.
i dread calling chris to tell him the news. i know i'll end up crying again.
In Memory of Bubbles the Cat
1996 - 2004
His passage leaves a gaping wound in my family.
[mood? grieving]
in fifth grade, i went to costa rica for one week on spring break. the night i got back, Bubbles (my cat) bit me on my wrist when i tried to pet him becuase he was mad that my mom and i had left him for a week. right now, i regret being mad at him for biting me. i regret ever leaving his side and ever being mad at him. i regret all those times i smacked him for biting someone.
Bubbles the Cat is dead. He was hit by a car this morning. The only animal that i have ever loved more than some of my own human family is gone. He went outside this morning. Mom had the front door open. As she was watching tv, she heard brakes screech and saw Bubbles dart out from in front of a car. He ran into the front yard, but didnt come inside. Mom assumed he was okay, and had just gotten scared because he could still run perfectly. A few minutes later, she went out to call him back inside. He was laying on the lawn like he had been sunbathing. She even whistled and called his name. When she realized that he wasnt coming, she went over and found him dead. He was lying like he always did, his eyes open, the only difference was that he wasnt breathing. She buried him before i woke up. i've missed school because i've been crying all day.
Bubbles was eight years old. Right now, i am thirteen. i have known Bubbles for over half of my life. i picked him out form the shelter in florida. i picked him becuase when all the other cats were sleeping, he was in the corner playing by himself. i will always love and miss that cat. it scares me how much i love him.
i hate clifton. it took my companion away. it took my CAT.
bubbles will never make holes in my homework again.
he will never scare Snowball.
he will never brin another dead bird into the laundry room.
he will never cuddle me when im crying.
he will never get fur all over my black clothes.
as i was crying this morning, hoping this was all a sick joke, i kept wondering where my cat was to comfort me and stop my crying. then i realized that never again would i have that luxury.
i dread calling chris to tell him the news. i know i'll end up crying again.
In Memory of Bubbles the Cat
1996 - 2004
His passage leaves a gaping wound in my family.
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Monday, May 10, 2004
tom! TOM! TOOOMMMMM!
[song? song?! what!? TOMMMM]
[mood? OMGGGG]
omg omg omg omg omg omg its TOOOOOMMMMMM DELOONNGGEEE!!! i looOoOooOoVE TOM DELONGE! and ok. i cheated. i actually put 14 as the age accidently but i changed the html. :( im sowwy... but i couldnt leave tome. my other icon was a stupid EMILY logo... ya know... the company that made my red and black cat bag? no? ok w/e! but TOM! ok. yea. im addicted to this "meme" thingy now. i cant get enough of it. i saw one on jenna's blog and was like OMG!! well.. yea.i've been messing around with my age and whether i put "jess" or "jessa"... so far i've gotten the emily logo, a daria icon that says "so whats your point", TOM, and PINK CONVERSES! how kik ass is THAT?!
ps- its only 1045 and im DONE with my hw! *pats self on back* ok. im gunna go look at more meme thingys!
tiddly-winks!
[mood? OMGGGG]
omg omg omg omg omg omg its TOOOOOMMMMMM DELOONNGGEEE!!! i looOoOooOoVE TOM DELONGE! and ok. i cheated. i actually put 14 as the age accidently but i changed the html. :( im sowwy... but i couldnt leave tome. my other icon was a stupid EMILY logo... ya know... the company that made my red and black cat bag? no? ok w/e! but TOM! ok. yea. im addicted to this "meme" thingy now. i cant get enough of it. i saw one on jenna's blog and was like OMG!! well.. yea.i've been messing around with my age and whether i put "jess" or "jessa"... so far i've gotten the emily logo, a daria icon that says "so whats your point", TOM, and PINK CONVERSES! how kik ass is THAT?!
ps- its only 1045 and im DONE with my hw! *pats self on back* ok. im gunna go look at more meme thingys!
tiddly-winks!
Saturday, May 08, 2004
[song? memory (acoustic)- sugarcult]
[mood? apologetic]
im SO SO SUPER SORRY for not bloggin in like... forever. yea. SORRY (again).
not much has been goin on. the usual drama and procrastination or school. week one of school after spring break is over. and ugh. it went pretty fast, but the whole fact that i even had to attend sucked. which reminds me.. only SIX more weeks of hell! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
well yea... oh and for that drama bit. that would be sam and emma's fault. yesterday, i was walkin home with them, and amanda was walking with her ppl. they were gunna pass them and ignore them. emma was mad at amanda because amanda was going to the mall with her friends and (in emma's words) "dressing like a slut". AMANDA IF YOU READ THIS- I DID NOT THINK SO. EMMA WAS BEING RETARDED!!! ok so yea. i think emma's too judgemental. who cares how other ppl dress? just becuase emma doesnt wear skirts means that everyone who does is a slut to her. its ridiculous.
emma and sam are pretending that the fight over break never happened. pssh. riiight.
-adios.
[mood? apologetic]
im SO SO SUPER SORRY for not bloggin in like... forever. yea. SORRY (again).
not much has been goin on. the usual drama and procrastination or school. week one of school after spring break is over. and ugh. it went pretty fast, but the whole fact that i even had to attend sucked. which reminds me.. only SIX more weeks of hell! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
well yea... oh and for that drama bit. that would be sam and emma's fault. yesterday, i was walkin home with them, and amanda was walking with her ppl. they were gunna pass them and ignore them. emma was mad at amanda because amanda was going to the mall with her friends and (in emma's words) "dressing like a slut". AMANDA IF YOU READ THIS- I DID NOT THINK SO. EMMA WAS BEING RETARDED!!! ok so yea. i think emma's too judgemental. who cares how other ppl dress? just becuase emma doesnt wear skirts means that everyone who does is a slut to her. its ridiculous.
emma and sam are pretending that the fight over break never happened. pssh. riiight.
-adios.