[song? blood- papa roach ]
[mood? :( ]

well... the packers come tomoro. so i wont really have a comp until were all settled in cali. if you need me, call my cell. i welcome all calls. i might not have service while i move, but when i get to cali, i'll still have the same sn and i'll tell everyone my new number.

i forgot to celebrate my 100th post. well... this is my 110th! woo... go bloggy! my block has stuck with me through the good times in the bad. in fact... it would be REALLY sad if i got abandoned by a blog.... lol

well... i guess thats it. i feel weird without izzy. but its for the best. im moving anyway. at least he will be able to move on :D... im being positive. not weird. theres a difference.

well... adios pplz. next time my readers see a new post, i'll be a cali girl! :P
bye everyone! i love you guys!!!

[song? blood- papa roach ]
[mood? ....]

to izzy-
congrats on being offered a sponsorship. you should keep blogging. its a good way to let stuff out. im not sorry about this, becuase school should be ur top priority. you cant have "better things to do". and you knew that if you skipped today, that i wasnt going to talk to you ever again. you brought this upon urself. and i loved you too. and if you had wanted to talk to me today, you could have called. i am sorry that it had to end like THIS though. you were a fantastic boyfriend, and still are a great person. i hope you find another girlfriend who doesnt care if you skip school. its for the best though... im moving anyway.

goodbye izzy.

[song? the way you like it- adema]
[mood? smiley]




hehe... this is miko, my purple puppy! :D hes so adorable...

so yea... not much has been goin on lately. adiOs ppLz!
**I LOVE YOU IZZY**

[song? sex and candy- marcy playground]
[mood? odd]

hey ppl. sorry i havent blogged in a while. my comp went out before. well, more specifically my phoneline, hence the lack of internet. damn dialup! DAMN IT TO HELL!!

well.. i havent blogged cuz not much is going on. we're packing. gettin ready to move. :(

we just talked to jr. apparently hes all preppy now. whatever... he still knew who i was. which was odd. havent talked to him since the summer between 6th and 7th grade... its really odd. right now, his AM is "how the fuck did that just happen..." and yea... i kinda agree. becca, francis, and bryan wouldnt tlak in the chat. i guess they were too scared. but whatever.

:( i miss izzy. i didnt get to see him this weekend... so im kinda sad. oh well... all i can do it think about him alot. it helps... kinda.

well... thats pretty much all that happened since the last time i blogged. so... CYA PPLZ
(my 100th blog is comin up! i cant wait!) im so sleepy....

***I LOVE YOU IZZY***

[song? none]
[mood? depressed]

theres not alot of good things i can say about today... in fact, i would rather not bring them up. so i'll just say the good things. umm.... we got class pictures taken today. i didnt blink... that was good. umm.... tom doesnt really hate me anymore. and i guess thats good. i understood most of the problems on the math test... well, the ones that i finished anyway (i still have like 10 blank that i need to finish tomoro). fitness day in gym wasnt that bad today, except i got embarassed in front of the entire gym. i wont go into how, if u were there (sammy and francis) u know what i mean. and lets see... what else.... i saw the cutest cat today... he was on my neighbor's lawn.. he was so cute. he was black and white, with a cute pink nose. there wasnt much else.

school was pretty borin today... not much happened beside photos. the science teacher is making us work in pairs that she picks for our next lab report... i hope i dont get stuck with tim or tom, cuz then they'll just be like "ok jessa, give me all the answers." like they always are. in fact, the only ppl i DO want to work with are jamie, becca, francis, sammy, or lianne. theyre the only ones who are smart and dont support BUSH. ugh.. hate bush.

well... thats all for today,the worst day of my life.
jessa.

****I LOVE U IZZY****

[song? rape me- nirvana]
[mood? drugged up]

bloggers bein a butt again. the enters arent working lol.. it worked yesterday... oh well... whaaaateva! sall good in tha hood! (audience laughs, then realizes what i just said, then throws rotten fruit at me) HAHA! no jessa. NO.

omg, i went to the orthodontist today, and ya know what he DID!?!?! he took off my palate expander!!!! WOOT WOOOOOT! my mom says i sound normal again! thats so great! i cant wait to go to school tomoro. im not gunna tell anyone, and then if they notice that i sound different, im gunna b like YEA I GOT MY PALLET EXPANDER OFF! and they're gunna b like, omg jessa ur so cool, i just cant TAKE it, and then theyre gunna faint becuz im just SO COOL. :D

i did ok in school today. im mad cuz on my math project, i got everything right, and ms tsumura gave me a 90 for not showing my work and not writing neatly. OMG! they stopped counting penmanship in 6th grade!! and it wasnt even really penmanship that i got off for, i got off for writing over my mistakes instead of using white out to correct them. i mean COME ON. geez. they stopped counting penmanship in 6th grade! AND WHAT WORK!?!?!? I DID IT IN MY HEAD!! THERE WAS NO WORK. i mean, it was FRICKEN easy. god... i cant believe i got a 90 on that. thats so gay. and then i did ok on the quiz that a bunch of ppl failed. i got an 82 which was ok. and i got a 100 on my math quiz. and i dont think i got any other grades back but yea. those are pretty good. i needed the good grades in math. all my other math grades had been medicore and this definately brought it up, even tho a 100 would have been even better than a damn 90! ugh... w.e!

so yea... i have a bunch more homework to do... i have to do the bloody comic strip, the gepa vocab, the worksheet for SS, and the math page. :P so yea... i better go get started on that. so CYaZ!

*****I LOVE U IZZY*****

[song? hear shaped box- nirvana]
[mood? sleepy]

today sucked. school was really boring (as usual) and not much else happened at home.

again, izzy is mad at me. he has this thing where if i dont talk for 20 min, then he gets to break one of his promises to me. this is really hard for me, cuz i have to do homework online, and its hard to keep up a conversation and do homework at the same time. :( he had been waiting for me to blog for a long time... i feel bad. i always end up making him wait. ugh :(

the only cool thing about today was my cute little irony incident that i had to write for school. it came out really good. i'll probably post it on my vf blog. :D oh.. and if anyone wants to look me up on VF, my username is black_ducky414. yea... cute i know. :D i wanted to copy izzy's username, and just change it to fit me, but then i realized how much i HATE ppl who do that. lol... its so gay. :P

i cant believe izzy waitied so long for this and its such a crappy post :( im sorry izzy. however, the main reason today sucked was that now izzy thinks i dont love him cuz i dont talk alot. :( i cant help it... ugh oh well. i guess im not good enough... i'll try harder. :D

tomoros gunna suck cuz i have to go to the sadistic orthodontist at 445. that sick little man. he ENJOYS INFLICTING PAIN ON LITTLE KIDS. its bad enough that we need braces but he just has to go and make it WORSE! ugh

alright, nightly night peopleZ ima go sleep after i finish my hw. nighty Night!

**********I LOVE U IZZY***********

[song? here to stay- korn ]
[mood? whippety]

ugh. when i press enter in blogger, it doesnt let me skip lines anymore, so now i have to go into the html and put a line break. *thank u francis for putting that into the HTML lessons on the forum*

things are bad. izzys mad at me cuz i was complaining about my hair yesterday. i had dandruff from the temperature changes and the fact that i switched shampoos. so i was freaking out. i got over it today, i just washed my hair really well. and then, right before this blog, i was telling him that the enter thing on blogger wasnt working.. and well... look:
Blinky41 [6:38 PM]: my enter button doesnt work on blogger anymore
Blinky41 [6:38 PM]: it DOESNT SKIP LINES
Isk82much [6:38 PM]: owell
Isk82much [6:38 PM]: 2bad4u
Blinky41 [6:39 PM]: yes.... too bad. ugh its gunna b hard to read. oh well.
Isk82much [6:39 PM]: ur complaing about ur blog
Isk82much [6:39 PM]: ugh
Isk82much [6:39 PM]: all u worry about is ur freaking blog and ur hair
Isk82much [6:39 PM]: UGH
Blinky41 [6:39 PM]: sorry

so yea. hes mad at me, and i found out that my house sold. we're moving in like... a month. some polish couple with a teenage son bough the house. so we have to start packing. even tho we can pack the entire house in like... a week, my mom wants to get a head start. the thing is, i might have to stay with someone for like... a month after we move out, becuase i would miss alot of school. she wants me to stay with one of my friends, but i dont want to impose on them for an entire month. my mom wants me to stay with emma or francis, but thats CRAZY. my main thing is that i dont want to impose. and also 1) staying with francis would be creepy.2) i hardly know his parents, and PLUS, (no offense francis) we're not THAT close. and emma, like... i just dont want to impose. so i'll probably end up missing alot of school. and that will SUCK. :(

yea... well other than that, my mom went crazy. i have to show her all my homework the moment i get home, do it before i take a nap, go on the computer, or watch tv, and then i have to show it to her again. if i dont finish before 7, i have to go to sleep at 930 (unless it is legitimately more than 4 hours of homework, in that case, shes going to call the school). so yea. my mom went insane. :(

alrighty pplz. ima go do other stuffs. GO KERRY!!!!(haha michelle!)

****I LOVE YOU IZZY****