[song? i think i'll be okay- bayside][mood? content]
I might never be artsy, like making all my own original jewelry. I couldn't ever be the most fashionable, because a whole workday in heels is impossible. I don't know anything about trendy underground music, and don't care that you knew about them before they got big. I won't ever have a nicer car than you. I'll don't have any talents to show off or instruments I can play at your party.
And all of this, I've come to terms with.
Because my life is so rich in love, it's bound to be lacking elsewhere.
I can't ever complain because being trendy, or having money, or leading the type of life that other people envy- they aren't as important to me as having this wealth of love.
Externally, I don't think I have a lot worth being envious of. I have a mediocre job that I spend most of my time at. I'm a community college student with an average GPA. I rent a room because I can't afford an apartment.
But if you could see how much I love my family, my friends, and my boyfriend, and how much they love me in return, you'd be jealous.
Tuesday, August 02, 2011
[song? devotion and desire- bayside ][mood? reflective]
it's been a while.
here's what i've been thinkin lately.
young people are immature, selfish, and irresponsible. they shouldn't have children. biology really fucks us sometimes. it allows people who are emotionally & financially immature in today's society to reproduce, when long ago it would have helped us survive, and today, only hurts us as a whole.
maybe everyone should just love. and be loved.
to people who are depressed or unhappy- do something to make yourself happy. don't cry to me that you're lonely if you're also out of shape and not looking for a job. what i mean is, i'm tired of people complaining before they've done everything in their power to change the circumstance.
parents are everything. parents have the power to fuck up or empower children. people are not equipped to be parents until they're ready to be selfless, supportive, and attentive. this means plenty of time to be wild and young, an education, and a career that will provide for the child's future as well as it's immediate needs. i really wish teenagers would stop procreating.
it's been a while.
here's what i've been thinkin lately.
young people are immature, selfish, and irresponsible. they shouldn't have children. biology really fucks us sometimes. it allows people who are emotionally & financially immature in today's society to reproduce, when long ago it would have helped us survive, and today, only hurts us as a whole.
maybe everyone should just love. and be loved.
to people who are depressed or unhappy- do something to make yourself happy. don't cry to me that you're lonely if you're also out of shape and not looking for a job. what i mean is, i'm tired of people complaining before they've done everything in their power to change the circumstance.
parents are everything. parents have the power to fuck up or empower children. people are not equipped to be parents until they're ready to be selfless, supportive, and attentive. this means plenty of time to be wild and young, an education, and a career that will provide for the child's future as well as it's immediate needs. i really wish teenagers would stop procreating.