[song?korn- adidas ]
[mood? gangsta...lmfao... NO... tired actually... yet with WAY too much energy]
today...ultra fun. we went down to edgewater, shot some skate footage of izzy, and then caught a movie. harold and kumar go to whitecastle- kick ass movie, you should ass go watch it. yes...
*harold and kumar go to whitecastle commercial*
then we were skating around in front of the theater as we waited for a cab, and we got told to stop skating (more like izzy, alina, and steve got asked to stop skating) by this security guard. RIGHT after he stopped talking, izzy set down his board, skated two feet and then realized what he'd just been told. after that, the godamn security gaurd kicked us off the property. we couldnt get a cab, and birgit wouldnt pick us up cuz the godamn elevator was broken, ans she was too damn lazy to walk the stairs. so.. we walked up a huge ass hill to whitecastle, where we bought way too many burgers and got asked for drugs. lmao... then we took a bus home... in all, i had LOTS of MUCH super fun. :D :D :D
-well... i LOVE him, and i will catch you all later.
Saturday, July 31, 2004
[song? what it is to burn- finch]
[mood? sweepy]
today was ultra super good. we got steve and izzy and hung around all over the place. we went to this bike shop and met this kik ass guy named pablo as he was fighting with his boss... his boss called me STUPID!!!!! i can take insults, just NEVER to my intelligence. dont EVER call me stupid. we called the cops on him, but nothing happened because i didnt want my mom to come in. they had the cutest dog at the shop.... i just wanted to HUG it!!! izzy got a new board... its a pink bam board :D it rocks... i have to fix the griptape for him tho.... someone remind me to do that tomoro.... today i mean.. but later.
today was extra super special... i had extra super lots of fun... :D
i LOVE him so much.... :D hehehe
talk to ya all later!!! probly...
-ps. steve ma skate faster, but i can TYPE faster!!! OH WHAT NOW STEVE!!!! lol....
[mood? sweepy]
today was ultra super good. we got steve and izzy and hung around all over the place. we went to this bike shop and met this kik ass guy named pablo as he was fighting with his boss... his boss called me STUPID!!!!! i can take insults, just NEVER to my intelligence. dont EVER call me stupid. we called the cops on him, but nothing happened because i didnt want my mom to come in. they had the cutest dog at the shop.... i just wanted to HUG it!!! izzy got a new board... its a pink bam board :D it rocks... i have to fix the griptape for him tho.... someone remind me to do that tomoro.... today i mean.. but later.
today was extra super special... i had extra super lots of fun... :D
i LOVE him so much.... :D hehehe
talk to ya all later!!! probly...
-ps. steve ma skate faster, but i can TYPE faster!!! OH WHAT NOW STEVE!!!! lol....
Thursday, July 29, 2004
[song? ..eh no song... just erik snoring lol]
[mood? sad sad sad]
hey... today was a really good day. steve came back, we wandered around. and it was good. we went over to blvd and then back to steves house... he was looking at porn, so he cant do shit on aol. lmao... then izzy stole my shirt accidently... i forgive him tho... its not like i wasnt wearing a bra. lol... then my mom called.
the house sold today. its being bought. im gunna leave in like... a month or so... god i dont want to... my mom misses being around family tho, i understand that. i guess i never realized how lonely she was, because i have my own family here in nj. i feel so guilty for abandoning everyone... i remember in 6th grade, i got called a DITCHER for walking away from my group of friends while they were talking... imagine what im gunna get called now. at least i get to look forward to visits from izzy and alina. and possibly becca... who said she was going to stalk me. lol...
to anyone who reads this, im so sorry. just... please. i want everyone to be happy for me. i want to remember all my friends happy. i dont need memories of people being sad just because im moving.... and also, even if i dont look like i care that im moving, i do. i dont want to leave you guys. but i have be strong... i cant break down and cry. no matter how much that would help. i dont want you all to remember me cring right before i move. i want everyone to remember the fun times i had with them. the good memories.
im so sorry.
but you guys will move on. and if you dont, i'll come back and MAKE YOU.
i love you all. especially him. nighty night
[mood? sad sad sad]
hey... today was a really good day. steve came back, we wandered around. and it was good. we went over to blvd and then back to steves house... he was looking at porn, so he cant do shit on aol. lmao... then izzy stole my shirt accidently... i forgive him tho... its not like i wasnt wearing a bra. lol... then my mom called.
the house sold today. its being bought. im gunna leave in like... a month or so... god i dont want to... my mom misses being around family tho, i understand that. i guess i never realized how lonely she was, because i have my own family here in nj. i feel so guilty for abandoning everyone... i remember in 6th grade, i got called a DITCHER for walking away from my group of friends while they were talking... imagine what im gunna get called now. at least i get to look forward to visits from izzy and alina. and possibly becca... who said she was going to stalk me. lol...
to anyone who reads this, im so sorry. just... please. i want everyone to be happy for me. i want to remember all my friends happy. i dont need memories of people being sad just because im moving.... and also, even if i dont look like i care that im moving, i do. i dont want to leave you guys. but i have be strong... i cant break down and cry. no matter how much that would help. i dont want you all to remember me cring right before i move. i want everyone to remember the fun times i had with them. the good memories.
im so sorry.
but you guys will move on. and if you dont, i'll come back and MAKE YOU.
i love you all. especially him. nighty night
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
[song? warning- incubus]
[mood? doomed]
well... my life officially ends in two weeks. i have to get top braces on august 12, 2004 at 12 noon. i will never smile again... noooo!!! i LIKE smiling... but... my teeth will be so hideous that i wont want anyone to see them ever again. *tear* izzy said that its a good thing... he said it will be more fun for the guy im kissing, as long as the guy doesnt have braces too. i dont think hes right tho... hes probly the only guy who thinks braces are cool. :(
my mom told me that on thursday, we find out of this couple are going to buy the house. she thinks theyre going to. if they buy the house, i only have another month here in nj. in that case, i might not start school here. i dont even know anything. i told becca that i would buy her a going away present. after all, just because im moving doesnt mean that she doesnt deserve a present. lol... im going to miss nj. hopefully cali wont b that bad.
well... alina and i are bored out of our minds. BORED i tell you. bored SHITLESS. i want to go somewhere... anywhere... wny preferably.
love to all...
-ps- lucky for me, he doesnt have braces.
[mood? doomed]
well... my life officially ends in two weeks. i have to get top braces on august 12, 2004 at 12 noon. i will never smile again... noooo!!! i LIKE smiling... but... my teeth will be so hideous that i wont want anyone to see them ever again. *tear* izzy said that its a good thing... he said it will be more fun for the guy im kissing, as long as the guy doesnt have braces too. i dont think hes right tho... hes probly the only guy who thinks braces are cool. :(
my mom told me that on thursday, we find out of this couple are going to buy the house. she thinks theyre going to. if they buy the house, i only have another month here in nj. in that case, i might not start school here. i dont even know anything. i told becca that i would buy her a going away present. after all, just because im moving doesnt mean that she doesnt deserve a present. lol... im going to miss nj. hopefully cali wont b that bad.
well... alina and i are bored out of our minds. BORED i tell you. bored SHITLESS. i want to go somewhere... anywhere... wny preferably.
love to all...
-ps- lucky for me, he doesnt have braces.
Monday, July 26, 2004
[song? ailver and cold- afi]
[mood? upset]
well.... my day is going to end badly. it was good up until now. VERY GOOD.... GREAT even. we went around.... we waited for izzy to get out of work, (i got to sleep while he was at work) and after that i just watched alina and him skate. it was lots of fun. but damnit... i screwed things up.
izzy isnt talking to alina or myself. just another person to hate me... but i guess i should get used to that. i hope he knows im sorry, but i have no choice in moving. if i could, i would stay. im sick of losing friends. tree i hope he forgives... soon.
well, now that im sad, as well as izzy (as said in his blog) im gunna go listen to depressing music and wallow in my self pity.
i wish HE were here... then i would be so much happier.... even if he didnt talk to me, just him being around makes me so much happier.
until much later... i love you all.
[mood? upset]
well.... my day is going to end badly. it was good up until now. VERY GOOD.... GREAT even. we went around.... we waited for izzy to get out of work, (i got to sleep while he was at work) and after that i just watched alina and him skate. it was lots of fun. but damnit... i screwed things up.
izzy isnt talking to alina or myself. just another person to hate me... but i guess i should get used to that. i hope he knows im sorry, but i have no choice in moving. if i could, i would stay. im sick of losing friends. tree i hope he forgives... soon.
well, now that im sad, as well as izzy (as said in his blog) im gunna go listen to depressing music and wallow in my self pity.
i wish HE were here... then i would be so much happier.... even if he didnt talk to me, just him being around makes me so much happier.
until much later... i love you all.
Sunday, July 25, 2004
[song? give me one good reason-blink 182 ]
[mood? tetris-y]
today was lots and lots and lots and lots of fun. we went to breakfast with izzy. we hung around the place and walked down to 32nd street. we checked out all the stores, staples, shop rite, toys 'r' us, and petland were particularly fun. before we left we caught a 2 dollar showing of kill bill vol. 2, but missed half of it. on the way home we went to mcdonalds.
and the biting continued. on the way home, izzy thought up an unusually torturous game. one person would be restrained by two others and every 50 steps the two other people would bite the person. although fun, it was slightly painful and earned us many strange looks on bergenline.
we got home and got the skateboards. as usual, alina and izzy skated off down the street. it was cool, i watched them skate and it was fun. but then in a slow moment, izzy abandoned his board and i just hopped on! WITHOUT FALLING!!!!
and then a miracle happened.
i peddled!!!! WITHOUT FALLING!!!! i went an entire 12 feet!!!! WITHOUT FALLING!!!!
*tear* im so proud. *pats self on back*
and then we stalked izzy home... but i think he knew we were there.
thats pretty much it. it was a good day. and g'nite
p.s. i love HIM.
[mood? tetris-y]
today was lots and lots and lots and lots of fun. we went to breakfast with izzy. we hung around the place and walked down to 32nd street. we checked out all the stores, staples, shop rite, toys 'r' us, and petland were particularly fun. before we left we caught a 2 dollar showing of kill bill vol. 2, but missed half of it. on the way home we went to mcdonalds.
and the biting continued. on the way home, izzy thought up an unusually torturous game. one person would be restrained by two others and every 50 steps the two other people would bite the person. although fun, it was slightly painful and earned us many strange looks on bergenline.
we got home and got the skateboards. as usual, alina and izzy skated off down the street. it was cool, i watched them skate and it was fun. but then in a slow moment, izzy abandoned his board and i just hopped on! WITHOUT FALLING!!!!
and then a miracle happened.
i peddled!!!! WITHOUT FALLING!!!! i went an entire 12 feet!!!! WITHOUT FALLING!!!!
*tear* im so proud. *pats self on back*
and then we stalked izzy home... but i think he knew we were there.
thats pretty much it. it was a good day. and g'nite
p.s. i love HIM.
Saturday, July 24, 2004
[song? PotC music is playing cuz we're watchin the movie again]
[mood? jppy= joyful+happy!!!]
today, from start to finish was a good day. :D!!! we had super ultra much fun. we is alina, izzy, and myself. it started out just walking around looking for skateble places. it started to rain, so we went into this chinese food place, and the two people MADE me eat a huge nasty eggroll. it was awful.... and nasty... and EW!!!! but anyway, after that, we dropped off the boards and headed to east and west (one of the best stores you will ever get to see) and ended up buying poppy things, smoke bombs, and stickers. *life is good* on the way back, we ran into one of their other friends, hussien. he was cool. we walked around and skated with him until we went to victors house. damn victor is scary. after that, hussein split and the three of us were again left to ourselves. after that, we just kinda chilled... all over the place. right before we went in, there was... an INCIDENT!!!!
now.. this wasnt just ANY incident. it all started out when the boy stole my hair tie. we got into a bit of a misunderstanding, in which he bit me and i almost strangled him. alina, of course, ever the NEUTRAL friend, decided not to get involved. and though it was wise, i could have used the help. its ok though, i dont blame her. and as we got by alinas house, i pulled izzys hair...and he pulled mine... so i ended up on the ground. and then we started with the newspapers. leamsy and her friend joined in... and that sucked for izzy. they just kept hitting him with newpapers, and then they took it too far and got him with a WET newpaper that was still in the plastic. owwie. but after they left, alina and izzy thought they should gang up on ME then. i disagreed, but of course they didnt listen!!!! >:O lol... its all good tho. first, we got izzy... and therer were remarks about biting off his balls.... it was bad. but in then end, he was unharmed, and his family jewels remained intact. then they got ME!!! it was scary!! they tickled me, SAT on me, tried to tangle my hair, made me lose an earing (but i'll get that back tomoro), they TOOK my shoes, threw me against not only the floor but like... trees, houses, cars, and EVERYTHING. and on top of it all, there was the BITING!!!!!!!
almost everytime anyone got caught, they got bitten.. HARD. i think i got the hardest/worst bite, but alina and izzy got more bites than me.... so its pretty even. i have a huge ass hicky on one of my shoulder blades now. from izzy. THAT WAS MY FIRST HICKY. and i got it in a play fight while my hair was being pulled... lmfao. oh well.. i dont regret it. it was fun anyway, and it just stopped stinging, so im jppy. :D alina has like... two big bite marks on one of her arms, and probly more on her back. izzy has about six tiny hickys all over his shoulders. lol.
well.. it was fun as hell, and we should all do that more often. there was belt lashing (i probly have huge red marks across my ass) , tickling, newpaper throwing.. ahh... it was super super fun. i will get over the loss of my earing. i needed new ones anyway.
oh, and my mom is seriously crazy. she called me today (right after i got my cell back from izzy *good timing*!!!) and wanted me to go home to fix the f*cking aol!!! she called 20 min later and said it worked then. UGH!!! i wanted to kill her!!! ruin MY time, with MY friends, because she cant get on aol?!?!? FUCK THAT.
well.... anyway. i *heart* him, and i miss francis (nevada cant be THAT fun!!!), and much love to all the other friends that might read this...
dust.
[mood? jppy= joyful+happy!!!]
today, from start to finish was a good day. :D!!! we had super ultra much fun. we is alina, izzy, and myself. it started out just walking around looking for skateble places. it started to rain, so we went into this chinese food place, and the two people MADE me eat a huge nasty eggroll. it was awful.... and nasty... and EW!!!! but anyway, after that, we dropped off the boards and headed to east and west (one of the best stores you will ever get to see) and ended up buying poppy things, smoke bombs, and stickers. *life is good* on the way back, we ran into one of their other friends, hussien. he was cool. we walked around and skated with him until we went to victors house. damn victor is scary. after that, hussein split and the three of us were again left to ourselves. after that, we just kinda chilled... all over the place. right before we went in, there was... an INCIDENT!!!!
now.. this wasnt just ANY incident. it all started out when the boy stole my hair tie. we got into a bit of a misunderstanding, in which he bit me and i almost strangled him. alina, of course, ever the NEUTRAL friend, decided not to get involved. and though it was wise, i could have used the help. its ok though, i dont blame her. and as we got by alinas house, i pulled izzys hair...and he pulled mine... so i ended up on the ground. and then we started with the newspapers. leamsy and her friend joined in... and that sucked for izzy. they just kept hitting him with newpapers, and then they took it too far and got him with a WET newpaper that was still in the plastic. owwie. but after they left, alina and izzy thought they should gang up on ME then. i disagreed, but of course they didnt listen!!!! >:O lol... its all good tho. first, we got izzy... and therer were remarks about biting off his balls.... it was bad. but in then end, he was unharmed, and his family jewels remained intact. then they got ME!!! it was scary!! they tickled me, SAT on me, tried to tangle my hair, made me lose an earing (but i'll get that back tomoro), they TOOK my shoes, threw me against not only the floor but like... trees, houses, cars, and EVERYTHING. and on top of it all, there was the BITING!!!!!!!
almost everytime anyone got caught, they got bitten.. HARD. i think i got the hardest/worst bite, but alina and izzy got more bites than me.... so its pretty even. i have a huge ass hicky on one of my shoulder blades now. from izzy. THAT WAS MY FIRST HICKY. and i got it in a play fight while my hair was being pulled... lmfao. oh well.. i dont regret it. it was fun anyway, and it just stopped stinging, so im jppy. :D alina has like... two big bite marks on one of her arms, and probly more on her back. izzy has about six tiny hickys all over his shoulders. lol.
well.. it was fun as hell, and we should all do that more often. there was belt lashing (i probly have huge red marks across my ass) , tickling, newpaper throwing.. ahh... it was super super fun. i will get over the loss of my earing. i needed new ones anyway.
oh, and my mom is seriously crazy. she called me today (right after i got my cell back from izzy *good timing*!!!) and wanted me to go home to fix the f*cking aol!!! she called 20 min later and said it worked then. UGH!!! i wanted to kill her!!! ruin MY time, with MY friends, because she cant get on aol?!?!? FUCK THAT.
well.... anyway. i *heart* him, and i miss francis (nevada cant be THAT fun!!!), and much love to all the other friends that might read this...
dust.
[song? superman- eminem ]
[mood? lazy]
eh.... im being FORCED to blog *glares at izzy* blooody evil.. ppl. well... anyway...
today was uneventful... as are most my days. i helped the mother. played in the rain... and chilled with the ppl.
birgit is making us sleep now... so nighty night ppl. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!... not.
[mood? lazy]
eh.... im being FORCED to blog *glares at izzy* blooody evil.. ppl. well... anyway...
today was uneventful... as are most my days. i helped the mother. played in the rain... and chilled with the ppl.
birgit is making us sleep now... so nighty night ppl. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!... not.
Friday, July 23, 2004
you... all smell like CHEESE... stupid cheesy.. butts.
[song? glory fades again.. i love this song!!!]
[mood? eh]
hmm... today was uneventful.. at first there was a big drama about the camping and everything... so that was annoying.. but we're still going... even tho i think we should just chill in wny... w/e
i talked to sammy and becca again today.... i didnt realize how much i missed those guys... or um... girls? well... guy AND girl... yea. beccas gettin her ears pierced this weekend. its so exciting!!! lol... but yea... it was good to kno at least THOSE two are alive. sammy and i are planning a big movie thing on aug 1, because we miss the gang. we think everyone should be around.. but nothin is final yet... so yea.
i *heart* him... hehehe. hes so adorable... :D i havent seen him in AGES and i MISS him!!! we were talking for like.. hours yesterday... and he said the SWEETEST things ever. i just LOVE him!!! *giggles hysterically* he makes me sooo happy!!! :D
well... i have a dentist app. next tuesday... at 415.. not that you ppl CARE, but im scared. dentists and doctors are all PERVS... and theyre creepy... and eww... and i hate my orthodontist... hes creepy... and so is his assistant.. i HATE MY BRACES!!!! gahhh!!! they huwt...owwie!!!
in other news, jessa STILL hasnt started her summer work, even though she said she would. oh well... if you actually thought she was going to, you must not know her very well.... THE MASTER PROCRASTINATOR STRIKES AGAIN!!! moo hahahahaha~!!! yes.. thats right! FEAR ME!!!
uh... yea... w/e ... g'nite pplz. i love you all. very much. cuz if you read this, it means you love me... but if you read that, and you DONT love me, thats too bad. because you just agreed to lovine me... because you read it!!! HA!!! YOU LOVE ME!!! I KNOW YOU DO!!!
eh... byeZ!
[mood? eh]
hmm... today was uneventful.. at first there was a big drama about the camping and everything... so that was annoying.. but we're still going... even tho i think we should just chill in wny... w/e
i talked to sammy and becca again today.... i didnt realize how much i missed those guys... or um... girls? well... guy AND girl... yea. beccas gettin her ears pierced this weekend. its so exciting!!! lol... but yea... it was good to kno at least THOSE two are alive. sammy and i are planning a big movie thing on aug 1, because we miss the gang. we think everyone should be around.. but nothin is final yet... so yea.
i *heart* him... hehehe. hes so adorable... :D i havent seen him in AGES and i MISS him!!! we were talking for like.. hours yesterday... and he said the SWEETEST things ever. i just LOVE him!!! *giggles hysterically* he makes me sooo happy!!! :D
well... i have a dentist app. next tuesday... at 415.. not that you ppl CARE, but im scared. dentists and doctors are all PERVS... and theyre creepy... and eww... and i hate my orthodontist... hes creepy... and so is his assistant.. i HATE MY BRACES!!!! gahhh!!! they huwt...owwie!!!
in other news, jessa STILL hasnt started her summer work, even though she said she would. oh well... if you actually thought she was going to, you must not know her very well.... THE MASTER PROCRASTINATOR STRIKES AGAIN!!! moo hahahahaha~!!! yes.. thats right! FEAR ME!!!
uh... yea... w/e ... g'nite pplz. i love you all. very much. cuz if you read this, it means you love me... but if you read that, and you DONT love me, thats too bad. because you just agreed to lovine me... because you read it!!! HA!!! YOU LOVE ME!!! I KNOW YOU DO!!!
eh... byeZ!
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
[song? i melt with you- mest]
[mood? squirmy]
an odd event occured today. alina and i were loitering beside walgreens and some ghetto dude and his dog come up to us and was like, do i know either of you? i said NO, and then he offered us haze. then i kinda fought with him tell him him go away... and then he was like.. shut the fuck up, so i said that back.... and then he kept walking. DAMN STRAIGHT FUCKER. the entire time alina was like.. texting izzy. it was funny.
well... i still get the chills thinking of him... and on top of that... i feel really bad becuz this weekend i was gunna go on a date with him... but then i decided alina needed me to go camping more. i was gunna go to the library to get some summer work done, but i'll probly just copy from other ppl or something. :D (did i mention that francis is the coolest guy ever? *ass kissing always works!*) but anyway. the date was all planned and everything. he spend a bunch of money already... and now i feel really super bad.... he paid to have us driven around in an escalade!!! thats CRAZY!!!! but i still feel like a bitch for cancelling on him. :(
well... its miercoles. the middle of the week. what JOY. i hate wednesdays. and mondays... and tuesdays... and thursdays... and sundays... friday only sucks a little bit... and saturday sux ASS becuz u kno its gunna end eventually and that you have to wait an entire week for the next one.
until later... i LOVE HIM!!!
[mood? squirmy]
an odd event occured today. alina and i were loitering beside walgreens and some ghetto dude and his dog come up to us and was like, do i know either of you? i said NO, and then he offered us haze. then i kinda fought with him tell him him go away... and then he was like.. shut the fuck up, so i said that back.... and then he kept walking. DAMN STRAIGHT FUCKER. the entire time alina was like.. texting izzy. it was funny.
well... i still get the chills thinking of him... and on top of that... i feel really bad becuz this weekend i was gunna go on a date with him... but then i decided alina needed me to go camping more. i was gunna go to the library to get some summer work done, but i'll probly just copy from other ppl or something. :D (did i mention that francis is the coolest guy ever? *ass kissing always works!*) but anyway. the date was all planned and everything. he spend a bunch of money already... and now i feel really super bad.... he paid to have us driven around in an escalade!!! thats CRAZY!!!! but i still feel like a bitch for cancelling on him. :(
well... its miercoles. the middle of the week. what JOY. i hate wednesdays. and mondays... and tuesdays... and thursdays... and sundays... friday only sucks a little bit... and saturday sux ASS becuz u kno its gunna end eventually and that you have to wait an entire week for the next one.
until later... i LOVE HIM!!!
[song? sic transit gloria... glory fades- brand new]
[mood? HEHEHE]
today was rather uneventful. i saw i robot with the mother. good movie. will smith is STILL cool. it was strange and made you think. but i think the book would have been better.
hehehe!!! i cant get enough of him :D its so great.... i love him!!!! muahaha!!! i bet i scare him... but oh well. thats just TOO BAD. hes so perfect... I WANT HIM!!!
well yea... thats pretty much it... TA TA TILL TOMORROW!!
[mood? HEHEHE]
today was rather uneventful. i saw i robot with the mother. good movie. will smith is STILL cool. it was strange and made you think. but i think the book would have been better.
hehehe!!! i cant get enough of him :D its so great.... i love him!!!! muahaha!!! i bet i scare him... but oh well. thats just TOO BAD. hes so perfect... I WANT HIM!!!
well yea... thats pretty much it... TA TA TILL TOMORROW!!
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
[song? a favor house atlantic- coheed and cambria]
[mood? :D]
hey ppl. its cool to be back. campin was fun, just in case u were wondering. but yea. we came back early cuz it was raining there... but its still cool cuz we got to chill with izzy. :D alina was happy. lol...
we wondered around wny today. it was good until the end... but i wont bring that up. i might go camping next weekend too. im not sure yet. i'll have to check it out.
and SMACK to francis. he left without calling me!!! nevada for 12 days!!! bleh! at least he had the decency to ask sammy to say bye for him. BYE FRANCIS! HOPE UR HAVIN FUN!!!.
yes... well... thats all for now folks. :D i love all my readers. some more than others. they know who they are. lol.
adios.
ps- loyalty is a necessity in all relationships. learn this before it becomes a pain in the ass. *just more jessa advice*
[mood? :D]
hey ppl. its cool to be back. campin was fun, just in case u were wondering. but yea. we came back early cuz it was raining there... but its still cool cuz we got to chill with izzy. :D alina was happy. lol...
we wondered around wny today. it was good until the end... but i wont bring that up. i might go camping next weekend too. im not sure yet. i'll have to check it out.
and SMACK to francis. he left without calling me!!! nevada for 12 days!!! bleh! at least he had the decency to ask sammy to say bye for him. BYE FRANCIS! HOPE UR HAVIN FUN!!!.
yes... well... thats all for now folks. :D i love all my readers. some more than others. they know who they are. lol.
adios.
ps- loyalty is a necessity in all relationships. learn this before it becomes a pain in the ass. *just more jessa advice*
Friday, July 16, 2004
[song? fever for the flavor- hot action cop]
[mood? uhhh]
well... im waiting for alina to pick me up so we can be off to camp. poor izzy has to stay behind for some unknown/devastating reason. but yea. alina and i will have way too much room in the back of the car :(
in other news, hooray!!! i just got the offspring "hit that lyrics" so now i wont annoy ppl by singing the ONE part of the song over and over and over again!!! :D
and, folks, yes its true. jessas in love. lol.
tty... on monday night or tuesday. call the cell if you have to talk to me before then.
and to sammy and brenna and them, im SOOO sorry i missed ur band camp play :( please forgive me!!!
ttyl homies.
[mood? uhhh]
well... im waiting for alina to pick me up so we can be off to camp. poor izzy has to stay behind for some unknown/devastating reason. but yea. alina and i will have way too much room in the back of the car :(
in other news, hooray!!! i just got the offspring "hit that lyrics" so now i wont annoy ppl by singing the ONE part of the song over and over and over again!!! :D
and, folks, yes its true. jessas in love. lol.
tty... on monday night or tuesday. call the cell if you have to talk to me before then.
and to sammy and brenna and them, im SOOO sorry i missed ur band camp play :( please forgive me!!!
ttyl homies.
Thursday, July 15, 2004
[song? somebody told me- the killers]
[mood? anxious]
hey... we go camping tomorrow!!! fundles. :D
i just watched the latest foamy episode. its hilarious. i reccomend it to all you ppl who have sad pathetic lives with nothing better to do. it would brighten ur lives and make them worth living. YES MORTALS!! BOW DOWN TO THE SQUIRREL!!!
but... uh yea. thats pretty much it. i'll be back monday. i think. w/e its all good.
oh, and theres a yard sale at my house this weekend. go there and jack some of my stuff to remember me by after i move. i wont acutally be there, but my mom will. lol. STALKERS!!! w.e.. dont show up and scare my mom tho.
im gunna go download the riva suddenly club mix now.... ttyl.
[mood? anxious]
hey... we go camping tomorrow!!! fundles. :D
i just watched the latest foamy episode. its hilarious. i reccomend it to all you ppl who have sad pathetic lives with nothing better to do. it would brighten ur lives and make them worth living. YES MORTALS!! BOW DOWN TO THE SQUIRREL!!!
but... uh yea. thats pretty much it. i'll be back monday. i think. w/e its all good.
oh, and theres a yard sale at my house this weekend. go there and jack some of my stuff to remember me by after i move. i wont acutally be there, but my mom will. lol. STALKERS!!! w.e.. dont show up and scare my mom tho.
im gunna go download the riva suddenly club mix now.... ttyl.
Monday, July 12, 2004
[song? alive- pod]
[mood? cold.. and kinda bored]
hey.... im here... at alina's. shes playin underground.... and im stuck on the comp. francis wasbitchen at me cuz i copied him.... but oh well. he should be HONORED. that poop head. izzy's at work and alina and i are waiting for his return... though personally i think we should just go chill outside. i go back home tonight. i kinda miss my own bed... oh well. its all good. i might go take a nap til izzy gets off work in an hour... w/e.
jessa still hasnt started her summer work. that bitch. hehe.
EWWW!!! its rainy outside. DAMN THE GODS!!! theyre pissing on us, i hope you KNOW that. psh. stupid gods.
that nap sounds good.
until later,
ME!!!
[mood? cold.. and kinda bored]
hey.... im here... at alina's. shes playin underground.... and im stuck on the comp. francis wasbitchen at me cuz i copied him.... but oh well. he should be HONORED. that poop head. izzy's at work and alina and i are waiting for his return... though personally i think we should just go chill outside. i go back home tonight. i kinda miss my own bed... oh well. its all good. i might go take a nap til izzy gets off work in an hour... w/e.
jessa still hasnt started her summer work. that bitch. hehe.
EWWW!!! its rainy outside. DAMN THE GODS!!! theyre pissing on us, i hope you KNOW that. psh. stupid gods.
that nap sounds good.
until later,
ME!!!
Saturday, July 10, 2004
[song? rape me- nirvana]
[mood? celebratory]
WOOO!!! its my 50TH POST!!!! *throws confetti and baloons*
YAY!! HURRAH!!! *invites everyone she knows to a party!* PARTY TIME!!! *only franshiz shows up becuz he has nothing better to do* oh well... so much for that idea. *gives franshiz a cupcake and kicks him out*
well, for the most part, my 50th post will be dedicated to tostitos and salsa. if i could only eat one meal for the rest of my life, it would in fact be, TOSTITOS AND SALSA. theyre *dips and eats a chip* just *dips and eats* so *dips and eats* GOOD!!!! *dies from chips and dip contentment*
well, in OTHER news, sammy is all happy cuz he got 2 gmail accounts.. im gunna get one to copy him and francis... my nameything is going to be tostito.freak@gmail.com.... YES!! its a spin off of francis's bond.freal... but OH WELL! hehehe... i LOOOOOVE TOSTITOS AND SALSA!!!!
well, HAPPY 50th POST TO MEE!!!!
l8r pplz
[mood? celebratory]
WOOO!!! its my 50TH POST!!!! *throws confetti and baloons*
YAY!! HURRAH!!! *invites everyone she knows to a party!* PARTY TIME!!! *only franshiz shows up becuz he has nothing better to do* oh well... so much for that idea. *gives franshiz a cupcake and kicks him out*
well, for the most part, my 50th post will be dedicated to tostitos and salsa. if i could only eat one meal for the rest of my life, it would in fact be, TOSTITOS AND SALSA. theyre *dips and eats a chip* just *dips and eats* so *dips and eats* GOOD!!!! *dies from chips and dip contentment*
well, in OTHER news, sammy is all happy cuz he got 2 gmail accounts.. im gunna get one to copy him and francis... my nameything is going to be tostito.freak@gmail.com.... YES!! its a spin off of francis's bond.freal... but OH WELL! hehehe... i LOOOOOVE TOSTITOS AND SALSA!!!!
well, HAPPY 50th POST TO MEE!!!!
l8r pplz
Friday, July 09, 2004
've been busy with weird little side projects.
[song? stuck in america- sugarcult]
[mood? dubious]
hmm... maybe not so much the summer of love... lol.
well... anyway.. im home now... and... its realy strange. i havent heard from almost everyone. only like... sammy and brenna. apparently michelle left for poland.. i think today... not sure tho. i think jamies still at the shore... and becca is still grounded. francis... i dont know WHERE he's been. but.. yea i havent talked to him either. im currently chattin w/ brenna... and sammy called the other day. well... ANYWAY...
summers borin. i havent started the work. and... i've been busy with side projects... ex) packing, setting up a garage sale, making a drawing portfolio thingy, chillaxin... hehe.
yea... and yet.. i adore the lazy thrum that comes only with the heat of summer. hmmm.. that was oddly poetic for summer... someone slap me.
dust.
[mood? dubious]
hmm... maybe not so much the summer of love... lol.
well... anyway.. im home now... and... its realy strange. i havent heard from almost everyone. only like... sammy and brenna. apparently michelle left for poland.. i think today... not sure tho. i think jamies still at the shore... and becca is still grounded. francis... i dont know WHERE he's been. but.. yea i havent talked to him either. im currently chattin w/ brenna... and sammy called the other day. well... ANYWAY...
summers borin. i havent started the work. and... i've been busy with side projects... ex) packing, setting up a garage sale, making a drawing portfolio thingy, chillaxin... hehe.
yea... and yet.. i adore the lazy thrum that comes only with the heat of summer. hmmm.. that was oddly poetic for summer... someone slap me.
dust.
Thursday, July 08, 2004
[song? duality- slipknot]
[mood? antisocial]
hey... i havent posted in a few days.. so i figured i would now. im at alinas house... she and izzy are at work so im here chillin.
its ridiculously hot outside... so im INSIDE. yes, im THAT intelligent. hmmm... todays gunna suck... shes not allowed outside until her mom gets home(which is going to be late) and its steves like... lastday before he gets shipped off to a six-week skate camp. BLAH. oh well... she and izzy are going to be glued to their respective computers talking to each other until alina is free. and to make matters worse, her mom is going to MY moms house... and they always babble mindlessly on for hours... all the while torturing us all the more. GAH. i hate parents.
im kinda in a bad mood cuz my nail polish has been chipped for a few days but i cant fix it because the bottle's at my house. gRRrr.
well... just thought i'd post to let you all know that im still alive. :D
toodles.
[mood? antisocial]
hey... i havent posted in a few days.. so i figured i would now. im at alinas house... she and izzy are at work so im here chillin.
its ridiculously hot outside... so im INSIDE. yes, im THAT intelligent. hmmm... todays gunna suck... shes not allowed outside until her mom gets home(which is going to be late) and its steves like... lastday before he gets shipped off to a six-week skate camp. BLAH. oh well... she and izzy are going to be glued to their respective computers talking to each other until alina is free. and to make matters worse, her mom is going to MY moms house... and they always babble mindlessly on for hours... all the while torturing us all the more. GAH. i hate parents.
im kinda in a bad mood cuz my nail polish has been chipped for a few days but i cant fix it because the bottle's at my house. gRRrr.
well... just thought i'd post to let you all know that im still alive. :D
toodles.
Friday, July 02, 2004
[song? sleeping awake-POD]
[mood? misinformed]
news news news. i was recently informed by jenna that she and francis are only going to be friends, as per request by the FORK. grrr. hes such a butt. AGE DIFFERENCE?!!?!? doesnt he realize how cool he would have been if he had a high school gf? ugh. sometimes i just want to slap him. lol. but its all good. at least jenna will be able to find someone who's not such a dupa. pity... they would have looked so cute together.
ok, well i just had to clear that up. (thanx jenna)
[mood? misinformed]
news news news. i was recently informed by jenna that she and francis are only going to be friends, as per request by the FORK. grrr. hes such a butt. AGE DIFFERENCE?!!?!? doesnt he realize how cool he would have been if he had a high school gf? ugh. sometimes i just want to slap him. lol. but its all good. at least jenna will be able to find someone who's not such a dupa. pity... they would have looked so cute together.
ok, well i just had to clear that up. (thanx jenna)
[song? "cadillac"- mest]
[mood? morbid]
hey... i was just contemplating my place in the universe when into my mind pops "Jessa, How do you want to die?"... not that i WANT to die, but i know im going to eventually... we all are. i was just wondering what the best way to die would BE. and how old will i be when i die? and then i knew how i wanted to die.
i want to die in my mid to late 60s. before im SUPER old, but i've still lead a full life. i want to be offed by a rival company, because as the CEO of some huge corperation, im a huge threat to them. its going to be great, cuz after my death, its going to be a big scandal and everyones going to realize that theyve been taking everything too seriously. i mean honestly, i was killed because i was a threat to a rival company, its not like i was going to murder anyone or anything. thats how i want to die. i want to be murdered. and i want the guy to be caught, and sent to prison. and he will realize that he was stupid for killing me, and regret his actions. yes. i think any other way of dying would just be boring....
now that summer has totally gotten to me (it should be obvious if i had enough time on my hands to think of this) i will move on to a lighter note. im going to start my summer work. in a few min, ima head over to good old b&n, and ger myself the summer reading. i started some of the math definitions already, and almost all of the SS is done. its really not that bad. i think the worst of it will be science. i DESPISE current events. :( but yea... nothing else seems that bad.
dust.
[mood? morbid]
hey... i was just contemplating my place in the universe when into my mind pops "Jessa, How do you want to die?"... not that i WANT to die, but i know im going to eventually... we all are. i was just wondering what the best way to die would BE. and how old will i be when i die? and then i knew how i wanted to die.
i want to die in my mid to late 60s. before im SUPER old, but i've still lead a full life. i want to be offed by a rival company, because as the CEO of some huge corperation, im a huge threat to them. its going to be great, cuz after my death, its going to be a big scandal and everyones going to realize that theyve been taking everything too seriously. i mean honestly, i was killed because i was a threat to a rival company, its not like i was going to murder anyone or anything. thats how i want to die. i want to be murdered. and i want the guy to be caught, and sent to prison. and he will realize that he was stupid for killing me, and regret his actions. yes. i think any other way of dying would just be boring....
now that summer has totally gotten to me (it should be obvious if i had enough time on my hands to think of this) i will move on to a lighter note. im going to start my summer work. in a few min, ima head over to good old b&n, and ger myself the summer reading. i started some of the math definitions already, and almost all of the SS is done. its really not that bad. i think the worst of it will be science. i DESPISE current events. :( but yea... nothing else seems that bad.
dust.
Thursday, July 01, 2004
[song? "everything to everyone" -everclear]
[mood? lazy and bored]
well... i got back from alina's on tuesday i think... i forget these things during summer. weird things have happened since then. izzy told alina that he liked me and three other girls as well as alina. that was a big messy drama. but i think they're good now.
super duper awful news. becca, yes becca, is GROUNDED. which means no movies, no mall, NOTHING for possibly the rest of the summer. im still tryin to find out what she did to GET grounded, but i fear it was my fault. you see, yesterday, we went and saw stepford wives and harry potter, the only thing was, that her parents didnt know she was going to see a second movie. and if she got grounded for that, then its my fault. :(... i cant even TEXT her! :O!
btw, harry potter was extrememly upsetting. draco got ugly, and ron is my new fav. hes just so funny and charming. and sirius was way too ugly. hes supposed to be semi good looking. GRRR. neville's not fat anymore either. and draco's a pussy. he would be SO much hotter if he werent a platinum blonde. :D im sorry tom, but ur not such a stud anymore. KEVIN CLARK ALLLLL THE WAY!!!! hes the new tom felton! hehehe.
well.. summer is going swimmingly. if not slightly slowly. i've been constantly cleaning the house for the masses of buyers that are traipsing through MY house and are looking to buy it. its extremely irritating because i cant be online for long unless its late at night. in case a realtor calls and wants to show the house, the line has to be free. grrR.
in other news, the acc forum has been a great success. kudos to franshiz!
oh, and tis the summer of love, as said by sammy. bryan and brenna got together. i think they make a cute couple. :D... and then theres franshiz and jenna, though i dont know their current situation. she might be mad at him, and she might not. however, they are not actually "going out"... YET! ;D lol. luck to couples. and i almost forgot... my brother got married on june 4th. its cool. i now have a sister... in-law.
well... thats all the news for now, and im jessa byrne, signing off. *overly perky, fake tv smile*
[mood? lazy and bored]
well... i got back from alina's on tuesday i think... i forget these things during summer. weird things have happened since then. izzy told alina that he liked me and three other girls as well as alina. that was a big messy drama. but i think they're good now.
super duper awful news. becca, yes becca, is GROUNDED. which means no movies, no mall, NOTHING for possibly the rest of the summer. im still tryin to find out what she did to GET grounded, but i fear it was my fault. you see, yesterday, we went and saw stepford wives and harry potter, the only thing was, that her parents didnt know she was going to see a second movie. and if she got grounded for that, then its my fault. :(... i cant even TEXT her! :O!
btw, harry potter was extrememly upsetting. draco got ugly, and ron is my new fav. hes just so funny and charming. and sirius was way too ugly. hes supposed to be semi good looking. GRRR. neville's not fat anymore either. and draco's a pussy. he would be SO much hotter if he werent a platinum blonde. :D im sorry tom, but ur not such a stud anymore. KEVIN CLARK ALLLLL THE WAY!!!! hes the new tom felton! hehehe.
well.. summer is going swimmingly. if not slightly slowly. i've been constantly cleaning the house for the masses of buyers that are traipsing through MY house and are looking to buy it. its extremely irritating because i cant be online for long unless its late at night. in case a realtor calls and wants to show the house, the line has to be free. grrR.
in other news, the acc forum has been a great success. kudos to franshiz!
oh, and tis the summer of love, as said by sammy. bryan and brenna got together. i think they make a cute couple. :D... and then theres franshiz and jenna, though i dont know their current situation. she might be mad at him, and she might not. however, they are not actually "going out"... YET! ;D lol. luck to couples. and i almost forgot... my brother got married on june 4th. its cool. i now have a sister... in-law.
well... thats all the news for now, and im jessa byrne, signing off. *overly perky, fake tv smile*