[mood? meh. dunno.]
its been a while since i've blogged. i got all wrapped up in xanga.
wow... i've been looking at all my old posts. shiit. i've changed so much since then. it's ridiculous. it's almost scary.
i realize how much less nice i am now. now, i'm only nice to people who i think deserve it. i'm not as arrogant, but thats because i don't have as much reason to be anymore. i think i'm getting a few B's this semester. i have so many more temptations now. i'm not so innocent anymore. (was i really ever that innocent, though?) i'm more moody. more judgemental. i dunno. to be honest, i wish i was the way i used to be. oh well.
brit just called me up. she had a quote for me. i told her a while ago that i didnt like who i've become. the quote was
"The fastest way to ruin your life is to live for today at the cost of tomorrow."yeah, thats my new motto. it's too true. after she told it to me, she said she wanted me to think of that every time i was going to do something that i might find regrettable.
yeah. eh. whateva. i think i'll be blogging here more often. i like the fact that i have no readers anymore. there's less pressure.. lol.
